This piece is centered on my experience of being surrounded by people who were very dangerous and manipulative. I was searching for love and family, people who had the same core beliefs as me. But yet again I was choosing the wrong people. I was wallpapering my perception of what was really going on and living in a deluded state of happiness. Drug induced delusion that I was safe and around people who wanted the same things as me, when the truth was I was surrounded by convicts that were using me just as much as I was using them just getting myself closer and closer to my demise.